_death_: *~My totally crazy life ~*

Memorys of you


You have hurt me so much
my soul is broken.
You got my heart.I thought we could be a couple forever
and could touch the sky together.

If I was in your arms I would feel protectet and saved.
If you kisses me, my heart would jump.
I wish you were here and could see
the tears on my face and the blood on my arms.

Now I'm here without you
and the broken parts of memorys fly away.
I feel dead, I feel nothing any more.
The butterflys of love disappear.
I don't know what I should do.
I have no clear thougths.

I belive it have to become like this
because it's our desteny.
Pleace, call me never for ever.
Now I'm here for you
like you were here for me

In the past I thougth nothing else matters
you were the importent think at this time
but now you are unimportent
cause I'm broken and you'r fault.

You saw I'm like a sis' for you but
you treat me as I were a part of dirt on your shoes.

I ask you about your feels for me
but you tells me "I have to think about it"
and you will write a letter for me
but if you have to think about your feels
they can't be real.

I requested you "Pleace don't trick me"
but you tricket me one more time

Now I'm on the brink of disaster
you had swear me you never leavesme allone
and now you leaves me allone and ignore me

It is over now?