A Fairy Tale VI - You know there is nothing
Autor: Cecil
if I could see me smile again
I still reach for the stars
but all i touch is my horizon
i still believe my eyes
but all i see is my blindness
i still reach for the stars
but all i touch is my horizon
i still believe my ears
but all i hear is lasting silence
Like a disciple of a witness
I judge upon my sacred eye
Still found the origin
In what's left of me inside
Can I call this my burden
Or is this just my dream to fly ?
Weaker, weaker every day
I forgot my urge to fly away
And is my life as bare as it is ?
Cold and lonely enough ?
Have you achieved what you were longing for ?
Sad enough this cannot be undone
I drop my eyes and shiver as I see
The reflection in the mirror of me
Have you given up, my friend ?
Forgiveness be mine
--- Diary of Dreams - Tears of Laughter ---
There is nothing to live for. Everything you wish for, everything you dream of, everything you stay alive for... it will never happen, it will never come true. It is just not possible.
You know exactly that it is this way, but you do nothing, you live on and dream on and wish and yearn and cry in the pain of realisation. But after that you keep on. You think of nothing and start again. You don't know where it ends or why it exists at all, why you exist at all.
I could end it, I could destroy it all but again I do nothing.