Thinking of you, Roxas. Axel-Version (Englisch, für Neetzu)
I couldn't believe it. He wanted to leave, without me! He left, without me... He meant, no one would miss him. What an idiot! As long as he has
friends, there is always someone who misses him! Especially me, as his best friend...
I tolf him, but he went anyway and has left me here... Geez, I never felt so lonely before... Why didn't he understand me? I don't expect that he feels the
same, I just want that he understands me, god damnit! He gives me the feeling to live a real life, one with laughing and suffering... just like with a
heart.
Since he's gone, I never laughed again. I didn't even grinned. Pretty dismal doesn't it? It rains for many days, fits my mood. Now I'm sitting on my bed in
the land, that never was and I'm looking out of my window.
Drop, drop, drop. I'm counting the waterdrops who are hitting my window. Dong, dong, dong. That's the dull sound on my window. This life is pissing me
off! This life without him...
One hour ago I was reached by a horrorembassy... DiZ managed to revive this Keyblader, Sora... that means, Roxas is with him...
God damn, what does the life have against me?! Now I'm even crying... My finger catches this drop from my body and I'm looking at it. It's sparkling,
when I'm holding it in front of the light.
I ball my fist, crush my tear with it. I feel hate, deep hate against DiZ and Sora. But can I hate Sora, when I want to have a part of him with me again?
Since a few days I don't have a heart and a life anymore.
