Behind that door
A door opened by chance,
waiting for an owner to arrive,
come and take a first glance
at what is hidden inside,
behind that door.
Behind that open door
golden feelings dance over the ceiling,
glittering morals cover the floor,
come in and close the door,
go on, pour out your heart.
Behind that closed door
lies suffering and unnoticed despair,
fears lurking, crawling all over the floor,
trembling you bang against the door,
all feelings swallowed by loneliness.
Behind that locked door
demons eat away at your soul,
fed by sadness, loathing and horror,
throw yourself against the door,
trying to escape in vain.
Behind that broken door
the demons tore you apart,
a dead soul lying on the floor,
flesh wounds and cuts, ripped-out heart,
all feelings have died behind that door.
Over to you now
Over to you now,
finally the sun has disappeared,
approaching the door I think of your vow,
for me heaven is with you, here.
I belong to you now,
can you feel the heat of this night?
Hold me tight, kiss me now,
our love is alive, the flames burning bright.
To bed now, my love, come to bed,
though tomorrow all will be gone and dead,
and our passion, now strong and warm,
will have died at least when morning dawns.
So close to love, our desires fulfilled,
the night’s darkness is hiding all our sins,
but can our minds in the long run be deceived?
With short-tempered love it is clear who wins.
Be close to me now,
tonight we lighten up the dark of this night,
with our love, a hot blazing fire,
and ourselves, devoured by passion and desire.
But passion is only shallow fire,
and like a blown-out candle vanishes all desire,
when the moon is turning into sun,
then soon is over what has just begun.
Out of bed now, the night is over,
secret lovers separated by the light,
will they ever feel good sober,
when with the rising sun their love has died?
Fallen from grace
She’s all alone,
she’s on her own,
she has no one left...
Her hands are cold,
she feels so old,
having no hopes at all...
She looks up into the dark sky, snow is falling, like teardrops the flakes melt on her face, only she can’t cry anymore, she’s got no tears left, she only feels numb...
When will it be over and when will it end?
How can it be that she has not even one friend?
What is she waiting for in this cold winter night?
Will she ever again be alright?
She stares at the sky with her blank eyes, people pass her but no one notices her, she sees them and yet she doesn’t see, she can’t cry for help anymore, she has stopped to feel...
Does she dread death like all people do?
How much time has she got left to be true?
What is it that she is still living for?
Can’t she feel the cold of the snow anymore?
She feels the cold,
but she doesn’t care,
her eyes are empty,
her senses gone...where?
She slowly rises,
she decides to go,
no matter how white it is, the snow,
she’s feeling so low...
She takes only one tiny step, but it’s all that matters now, her body falls forward, as fast as the snow, a second later she’s lying face down, the flight was over too soon, she is down on the ground...
Snow is slowly covering her,
on her white face a tiny smile shows,
she has been released by the snow...
Her heart has stopped beating,
but she has come clean,
now she is meeting,
her true destiny...
A good fairy
Is it a dream, is it a place,
is it for real, is it in space?
I can’t believe this happens to me, but it is true,
I can’t help but imagining, but I’m feeling blue...
Every time I’m feeling down she cheers me up,
every time I wanna die she crosses my path,
every day I’m down, I’m meeting her,
every time you’re around, she’s also there...
How is it that I’m always stopped by her?
How can it be that it’s always she who’s there?
Why don’t I arrive where I belong?
Why is it that she’s holding me back so strong?
Where would I be if she wouldn’t exist?
I guess I would be gone forever...
I wonder... Would I be missed?
Could I have survived without her? Never...
Where is she? She’s everywhere I go!
But in a year, will she still be there? No!
I wonder what will happen to me if we separate...
I wonder if she will forget I exist, if it’ll be too late...
Goodbye my trusted friend, goodbye,
I never deserved your helping hand,
I will live on, maybe, I’ll try,
but not even I know if there’s gonna be an end.
Deadly dialogue
This beautiful life is so precious,
darling, just give it a chance,
but yours has turned into a nightmare,
and you don’t wanna be friends.
I have lost myself somewhere,
although I never found me,
my soul is crushed into pieces,
but I no longer care.
How could he let go of you,
how could you just give up?
You are scared of this feeling,
you wanna throw up.
You can’t see my heart,
but it’s torn and bleeding,
black shiny tears I cry,
your loss is tearing me apart.
It’s all your fault,
you can’t blame him,
so you give up,
you’ll let him win.
It’s no use trying,
they are all blind,
I’m invisible to them,
can’t they see I’m dying?
Don’t you be scared,
soon this pain will end,
be brave, you can do this,
just take the gun in your hand.
My whole life is a lie,
so I’m gonna give up,
I’ve already given too much,
I want to end this, I wanna die.
One move of your finger,
one short little shot,
and your life will be ended,
all your pain forgot.
Just pull the trigger,
release me of this pain,
I’m better off without me,
all I did was in vain.
Your eyes
Your eyes are filled with interest,
they are flirting with me,
I can see it all in your eyes, our future,
those two stars are glistening gems
promising me heaven.
Your eyes are filled with love,
as we are getting closer and closer,
drawing nearer I look at those eyes,
telling you not to stop looking at me,
with your eyes smiling like the sun.
Your eyes are filled with hunger,
with never ending thirst they stare at me,
begging me to give everything,
is it lust or is it love,
your eyes are turning me on.
Your eyes are filled with fear,
they are growing bigger, excited and shining
they stare at me with shock, scaring me,
I tell them to stop, stop staring at me!
I have become a prisoner to your eyes.
Your eyes are filled with tears,
their intense suffering makes me shudder,
they are pouring all your pain on me,
I can clearly feel your sadness now,
your eyes are crying, crying for me.
Your eyes are filled with hatred,
two dark holes, black as the night,
they glare at me with stinging anger,
telling me they will never forgive me,
your eyes are mad at me.
Your eyes are filled with horror,
opened so wide, then growing stale,
the pupils dilating, they finally move no more,
I softly close them with relief,
your eyes, they won’t hurt me no more.
Waiting
What are we living for?
Who are you and what do you want?
Do I even know you?
But still you are here…
I’ll be waiting, impatiently waiting,
waiting for the end of time,
the world is slowly fading,
do you heart the clock ticking,
its threatening chime,
beating till you’re gone…
I’m waiting, waiting in the rain,
so bored and lonely, cold as ice,
it’s driving me insane,
waiting for god to throw the dice.
I’ll be waiting, impatiently waiting,
waiting for the end of time,
the world is slowly fading,
do you heart the clock ticking,
its threatening chime,
beating till you’re gone…
Can’t wait until it’s over,
before it even has begun,
you’re gonna run for cover,
when destiny shoots you with his gun.
I’ll be waiting, impatiently waiting,
waiting for the end of time,
the world is slowly fading,
do you heart the clock ticking,
its threatening chime,
beating till you’re gone…
I feel it coming closer, it’s nearly time,
lightning flashes, thunder roars,
my heart is pounding as I stand,
driving shudders down my spine.
I’ll be waiting, impatiently waiting,
waiting for the end of time,
the world is slowly fading,
do you heart the clock ticking,
its threatening chime,
beating till you’re gone…
Finally you’ll be hit by justice,
and I’ll be there to watch you fall,
I’ll look at your face as your heart beats miss,
but I won’t feel anything at all…
I’ll be waiting, impatiently waiting,
waiting for the end of time,
the world is slowly fading,
do you heart the clock ticking,
its threatening chime,
beating till you’re gone…
What are we living for anyway?
What do you think you can do?
Do you even know anything about life?
But still, you’ll be dead and gone one day…
